As we begin Ephesians we find Paul in prison in Rome, where he remained for 2 years. During this time, he wrote the letters to the Ephesians, the Philippians and the Colossians. He also wrote the letter Philemon then.
We begin and end with verses 1 and 2 today:
From Paul, an apostle of Christ Jesus by the will of God, to the saints [in Ephesus], the faithful in Christ Jesus. 2 Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ!
Practically the first words out of Paul's mouth were concerning "the will of God". Here he was, in prison, and he still testifies that he remains an apostle of Jesus Christ. Furthermore, not only is he what he is by the will of God, but he's where he is by that same divine will. God's will is still in operation in his life.
The Roman imprisonment was much more humane than others he had experienced. Ephesians 6:20 and Acts 28:30 tell us that during this time he was "chained"; but, basically he lived in his own rented villa, under "house arrest". (As we explore the remaining Pauline epistles we'll see that other imprisonments were much more dire.)
Still, it was imprisonment, and Paul testified that God had willed it that he should be there, for that span of time.
It is easy to embrace God's will when things are running along as we would prefer. It is easy to "do" His will at those times also. The true test of our submission and obedience is when His will runs contrary to ours.
Earlier this morning I was reading a fellow blogger's book review of a new book about C.S. Lewis' eventual wife, Joy Davidson Lewis. (For time's sake, I won't go into the details here, but I'll reference her post in Sources: below.) One of the startling facts of their relationship, however, is that they were married for only 4 years before her death from cancer, though their friendship had begun years earlier. "How tragic!", we might exclaim. Was it cruel of God to give them only 4 years of wedded bliss?
When God's will when it does not line up with ours, we begin to ask all sorts of questions: "Did I do something wrong?" "Is this my fault?" "Why is this happening?"
You know them because, like me, you've asked them at some point or another.
Notice that Paul did not begin his epistle with a "Woe is me" attitude, though certainly he had rather been charging down the missions trail, starting churches, winning souls. That was the level of his zeal. But, it was not God's will for him at that time. Imprisoned, how could he continue to impact the spread of the gospel? Answer: he could, by the inspiration of God, write letters to infant churches - - - letters which have endured and which still speak to those who seek the Savior, thousands of years later.
Are you in a place today where God's will is a mystery? I am. Today's post comes to you from the public library, because my crashed computer is still with Dr. Jim. That's a relatively "little thing", a pebble in the shoe. Perhaps the entire mountainside of boulders seems to be resting on you, crushing your body, soul and spirit. Are you having trouble discerning God's will or even finding God at all, underneath those crushing rocks? He is still there, and He is with you.
Don't fret that you cannot see or even hear Him. Keep praying and keep trusting. Remain faithful through the time of testing. Your faith is being exercised, strengthened. As you respond in obedience and trust, God will do amazing things, which may not be fully known in your lifetime. We are not given to see the end, but we serve the One who "knows the end from the beginning" (Isaiah 46:10) .
Even in prison, Paul sends "grace and peace" to the church at Ephesus, and in the middle of your confusion, he sends it to you as well. Dwell in the grace and peace of Jesus Christ. Let them roll over your spirit like a mighty wave of the ocean. God has a divine plan, and it (just like He!) is GLORIOUS! His love is ever with you, His child, and you are privileged because you are being used to accomplish His purposes and bring Him glory!
Father, I am not promised perfect (or close to perfect) understanding. What I am promised is the PEACE that surpasses all understanding, that perfect peace Jesus gave. "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." (John 14:27) In Jesus' name, may it be ever so! Amen.
Sources:
https://www.christiancourier.com/articles/144-pauls-two-year-roman-imprisonment
http://www.matthewmcgee.org/paultime.html
https://michelemorin.wordpress.com/2016/04/26/joy-davidman-lewis-author/
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